once in a blue moon.

there is always a person, in one of the chapter of your life, would tend to stand up and protect you like his/her sister/brother, without any reasons. you might think that it's pretty ridiculous when you met one cause' as others said, there is always no free lunch in this world, especially in this realistic world. or you'll attempt to convince yourself that you're pretty lucky enough to meet such person in your life and chose to believe that everything surrounding you are pretty much like a fairy tale.

one day, i flipped my chapters and i realize that, there is, in fact, such person appears in the chapter of mine. i'm the one, who will choose to believe that fairy tale do exist. i met this person when i was 16years old. we were chosen to represent our state to go for another volleyball competition at other place. that was the time, we became closer.

after the matches had ended, we all went to a pub to have fun. as i mentioned, i was only 16years old. i was way too obsessed with the alcohols and ended up throwing my mobile phone on the table, left it kept ringing. that person, helped me to pick up the non-stop ringing phone calls just wanted to tell the one who gave me a hundred of thousands of calls that i was fine, totally fine.

what happened after that was a blur for me. i didn't ask, they didn't tell. we took a bus back to our place on the next day. i was uncomfortable on the way back, very uncomfortable. that person, approached me and asked whether need to a ride home and i told that person yes, of course. the moment the car started to move, i immediately jumped out from the car and vomited like i had dengue fever -.- that was a horrible experience that i ever had, the only one.

we hanged out with others as usual during the weekends and like i said, we're immature at that time, so tended to like to involve alcohols in our dating. that person would always be there to look out for me when i was drunk. (okay la, it's too much to be drunk i know -.- teenage, teenage huh?)

after few years, we met up again. the situation was a bit awkward at the outset, but we managed to break the ice. that person, still remain unchanged. still being caring like a brother. i remember there was a day, i had rash on my face when we met up.

that person: what's wrong with your face? 
me             : huh? oh, cause' it's quite itchy for the whole day and i scratch too much, and plus it    
                    always like that, sensitive skin, no choice -.-
that person: oh, i thought your bf beaten you up. if it's true, i'll kick him off. 
me             : AHAHAHHAHA. stop talking nonsense.


the relationship between both of us ain't the one you all thinking. it's not the 'love' that you all thinking. i just couldn't explain that it consists of what kind of elements. someday, you'll figure out that it really tastes good to realize that there is a person out there really treats you with his/her heart, not the hypocrite.

'and you'll only find such person appears in your book, once in a blue moon.'

drenched.

back to sunway. the dead place D:
i feel so down out of the sudden, just really couldn't explain why.
maybe i still couldn't manage to clean up the mood. urghhhh
travelling is fun yet it's way too tiring, indeed.

i expected too much for the trip, and that's why the disappointment hit me so hard, so hard.
thus, moral the story,
never, ever, go, for, travelling, without, a, plan.

now, i'm in the last semester, already.
so what's next? *bewildering*
the male asked me about the future of us. i gave him a poker face.
cause' i really don't know what's coming up in the near future.

lord,

give me strength to walk out from the haze.

amen. 

*stay tune for the taiwan trip blog k.