i dare to dream.

went to watch battleship with my bf just now. i didn't know that the starring was taylor kitsch at the first place. the moment i sat down, it didn't take me long to open my mouth SO WIDE just because that i'm so in love with him after watched the John Carter. i even use his pictures as my desktop background. yea, i know, insane.

i used to tell my mother that i wanted to have a caucasian as my partner so badly the moment i'm aware of the love. i stopped dreaming about this after i met my bf. but now, caucasian makes my heart beats, again. ain't saying that my bf does not make my heart beats. just that, i really really really admire caucasian since i was 14?15? hmm, couldn't remember anymore. 

we went to have McD as our dinner after the movie. there, i saw something that really made my heart sank. i saw a guy, 50++yrs old, he was with an old woman sitting on the wheelchair, a woman who i would consider as disabled person? and 2 housemaids were with them as well. at that moment, i was thinking, how lucky i am to live in this world, without having the problem to handle such situation? i think, that guy must be tough, very tough cause i could tell through his eyes.

why bother to be so afraid of dreaming? i always dream. i dream that someday, i'm going to reach the peak and tell my family that i have finally made it. i dream that someday, any issue no longer an issue for me as long as i've gotten enough money. i dream that someday......

so, i think, i will still continue to dream that, someday, i will meet taylor kitsch ;))))))

recommended books.

i'm the lady who pretty keen on reading/watching romance cause' i knew that it could hardly happen in my life. so i have the habit to imagine something strange/weird or whatsoever when i'm actually tired of looking/studying the books. i love to imagine that i'm actually the girl in that particular book that the author wrote. yea, i knew it sounds, hmmm, more of like, narcissism? :p 

so, with the RM200 book vouchers that i gotten from my uni, here's the books that i bought ;) 

a love story that you won't want to miss it ;)

ah, i haven't gotten the time to read this so far

same goes to this one

.

i think, i would love to start this now :)

currently reading this book, i learnt some knowledge in purchasing property here ;)

i don't bluff when i say that i love to read :-O

keep reading k.

 

my little sister always tell me that i'm pretty just because of my lens. okay la, i admit it :))))))))))))

ma' man.

dear seelik,

                 you're not the best man that i'm looking for all these whiles, you're not as charming as others, you're not as hot as other guys, you're not... you're not... yet, i chose you to be my man cause' i really do feel secure whenever you're beside me.

                 we have been walked through so many obstacles in these 2 years, but you know that it's not going to be an issue to us. what makes me worry is the future, our different aims.

                 anyway, happy 2nd anniversary, love.

4th April 2012

 okay la, i slapped him cause' he refused to take picture with me. that's why his eyes were so red. 

okay la, then i pretended to sayang him after that.

           

:D

which type you want. AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

miss you all.

okay, fine, i know it's impossible to ask all of the human being in this world to learn not to be selfish, will just tolerate it.

i felt so depressed in these few days :(  i watched a video which uploaded by my ex-classmate yesterday. it, indeed made my heart sank and the tears of mine almost coarsened down my cheek. at that particular jiffy, i, felt, so, lonely :'(

i'm not expecting my friends to throw me a surprise on my birthday; i'm not expecting my friends to actually remember my birthday; and i'm not even expecting that my friends would still recall or remember the moment that we spent together. i just want them to know that, i treasure every single moments k.

sometimes, i felt like, i don't mean to mingle with them. i felt like, hmmm, being left out? awww. pathetic.

just want to let you know that,

i miss you, friends <3

post's up!

i, always feel lonely whenever my mother comes and goes, from the place where i'm staying right now. :((

just couldn't explain why the feeling never gone away. 

In the meantime, too busy to catch up everything.

Rae's birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAE :)

 

 

wedding dinner

 

makan-makan, minum-minum