nothing much.

skipped class today just because of woman's problem - menstruation pain. it's killing me slowly, very slowly. sighhh. 

valentine's day is coming soon and yet, i ain't going to expect that much, as i would have, sort of like, fallen into a endless well when there is a disappointment passing by. and this is our initial plan - have our dinner with a bunch of friends at The Garden.  to be honest, i don't mind to celebrate it with so many people instead of him. 

as he said, ' for me, every day is valentine's day, we don't need to be affected just because it's valentine's day, and this will make us look unnatural ' 

i don't need a bouquet of roses, a branded watch, an expensive necklace or whatsoever, though i've been asking so much from him, yet, this time is going to be different. i only need a high security lock and lock your heart with mine and will never be unlocked :))) nothing much. 

and result is coming out soon and my heart is beating faster and faster as the date is getting nearer and nearer. 

wish me luck *