The little girl

the little girl, i met her when i was around 11months old. we stared at each other and used our movements to communicate with each other. everyone seemed to like her, so much including me. she was such a cute little girl in the eyes of everyone, with her coconut hair, with her tiny little teeth, with her tiny weird dimple. 

she would smile at you without any reasons the moment she woke up from her dreamland. at that moment, i thought that she's such a special girl but i later on figured it out that it's her habit. AHAHAHHAHA. oh, and she couldn't even leave her mother for a sec, she kept pulling her mother's garment as if it's going to be the end of the world D:

yet, everyone seemed to be deceived by her innocent and cute appearance. 

there was a day, a day she was only 8-9months old. i heard a kitty kept groaning when i was taking my nap, it didn't take me long to figure out what was going on. my eyes nearly popped out from its socket the moment i found out what had happened at that jiffy. the little girl had throttled the kitty to death D: can you imagine how vigorous the little girl was? nehhh.

as time goes by, we started to grow up and we started to talk to each other. we're so lovely since we bathed together, we slept together, we played together with our barbie dolls and so forth. hmmm, the pictures are still swimming in my mind, how nostalgic. 

after 10-15 years, we're no longer a child in the eyes of everyone. we had our own issues and our so-called little story in our chapters. i kept argued with the little girl, it's like everyday. we had argument everyday to the point that she started to dislike me. well, this feeling same went to me. we could barely talk to each other even though we're staying under the same roof. she no longer trusted me and started to run to her friends, wept in front of her eyes. i attempted to grab her heart by telling her how important was she meant to the family. 

the situation had became better after years. we laughed at what we did during the childhood like, i scolded her because she ate my foods, i know, that's why i'm so fat now :) AHAHHAHHA, i bullied her by telling our mother that she bullied me and etc. 

hmmm, now, today, we all had grown up, yet the little girl still a little girl in my heart. cause' she will never be a tough girl in the eyes of her family. 

dear little girl, 

                   sometimes, gave you advice in a harsh way did not mean that i was mean. i was trying to make your remember what i told you so that i would not have to repeat it again and again and again. anyway, 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :) 

29/4/2012