trying to twist it back, i am.

i turned the page and started to realize that, something, went wrong. it was not supposed to end up in this way, or that way.

humans are greedy, i assume and its true. and i am one of them, at least, i am honest with that. i have to admit that, sometimes, i am pretty accurate as in what is going to happen next. just that, i chose to take a lot of breads and put it into my mouth, so that i couldnt speak, at all. dont play the hero/heroine with me, i dont take that.

perhaps, we should not have mutual friends, at all. you blamed me for doing this and i accepted that cause i am aware of what i am doing right now, right here. it doesnt seem right, at all when you actually vomitted out all those words. i just dont agree with it.

well, perhaps, this is the time. now i am going to play heroine with you.

i might, verbal things out that hurt to the deep, and i know i always did. i am not afraid to take my hat down and apologize cause this is me, can be an angel, can be a devil. and you always know that i will eventually forget things, like in a sec. so chill. now, i am going to be the one who slowly take the said bone out of the place and, start all over again. love.

#blood is thicker than water# keep that in mind ♥

story teller 2.

• X - girl
• Y - boy

chapter 3: the arrogant bastard

story starts here. X got to know Y at a party, a every saturday must have party.

X didn't have any interest towards Y at the first place, cause' the way Y behaves, arrogant and disgusting to the max. X would not even look at Y even she asked Y to pass her the tomato sauce or whatever.

yet, things changed. X received friend request from Y on facebook. it didn't take long for X to click the button with 'confirm' on it cause' she thought it might be awkward if she were to bump into Y at the party again and he might ask about it. a box popped out at the very next moment after X hit the button, a facebook chat box. 

Y started the conversation with things relating to the saturday party and slowly, X started to realize that this guy is cute. they started to talk to each other during the party and even started texting each other. it wouldn't be called as having an ambiguous relationship, just, a simple friendship.

X started to realize that her heart began to wobble, a minor wobbling.

there was a night, both of them were at the party. a girl, looked stunning at the party. all of the guys would fall in love with her in a sec if she were to swing her tail (a weird description). and yes, she swung (even if she did not do it with purpose, whatever)

Y no longer talked to X and it caused the heart of X sank, a bit. X attempted to talk to Y but ended up got the worse response from him. and, she decided to leave.


chapter 4: the stunning girl swings, again.

X, decided to move on. as usual, she attended the party every saturday. and there was a guy, trying to approach X. X took the approach as a friend. slowly, they started to chat and exchanged contact no. X thought that it would be a good start to get a new friend.

but, things changed again because of the stunning girl.

this time, X decided not to give a shit on it, already. cause' she knew that it's not going to an end, the cycle will keep going on and keep going on.

i, updated.

summary of the week

# mommy touchdown sunway to attend little sister's graduation :)

# a photo with him

# bruises everywhere D:

# mommy bought this for me :D

# ahhhhh. this is the reason i broke. bought this to him :)

30 months, love

 

 ' babe, i'm not a sweetener so please bare with me with the simple boring words that i'm going to tell :)) well, apparently, i've already spent 2 and a half years with you, in just a blink. i, personally think that it isn't long enough to declare that we're officially at the most comfort zone, not at all. a little tiny stuff would make the connection between us crack, easily, i assume. lots of commitments have to be done and patient, of course, yet, i'm trying, very hard. i knew you're trying very hard as well :-* 

to be honest, i never thought of we could make it so far, like thisssssssss far. ahahahahha. i bet you must have a huge stomach to swallow all my bad temper which i don't think other guys can do it. glad to have you in my life. please hold my hands tight so that we can walk further, further and further, together :) '

from,

your loved ones