ice and fire.

gets ice at this moment and gets fire for the next jiffy. couldn't find any words to describe us. being together with him for almost 2 years and yet, we still fight like when zombie meets human D:  

i admitted that i'm pretty rude when someone is trying to piss me off, i would have sent him rude msg when i'm out of control. oh oh oh, he ain't go any better. he would have threw me rude words too whenever we fight. nahhh, i fight back too. 

sometimes, i would have asked myself, could i really count on you? sighhh. now, i won't ask myself this question again and again and again. cause' i can see a girl who's running out of energy to keep running and she needs to slow down, like now. and shall wait for him to lead. 

goodnight. 

HPV vaccination

hey there, have you all heard of HPV vaccination? ahhh, i'm sure you all do know about that. girls should have go ahead and injected if you love you, yourself, especially you already had sexual relationships with your boyfriend. hmm, don't get me wrong, i'm not trying to say that you all had already made love with your loved ones -.-

i will not act as a professional consultant and tell you all the details about the significant of HPV vaccination. will just leave it to you all and consult the doctor by yourself as everyone says, believe it by yourself, listen to it by yourself :) am i right ?

i'm a kind of girl who really really really afraid of injection, like seriouslyyyyyyyy. i wept whenever i got injected until i reached 18years old. now, i'm trying to pursue myself not to be afraid, it's gonna like an ant bites just because it thinks you wanted to attack it -.- okay, i'm lame, i knew it.

we asked for permission whether were we allowed to take pictures and the doctor told us that her clinic never been that liven up before as every patients came with a grumpy face. AHAHAHAHHA. she's such a great and friendly doctor anyway ;)

shall end with this photo :3

just do it.

did nothing for these 2 days and it's time to get back to the real life and work hardddddddddddddd. don't think i could afford to make the faith on myself wobbles again, not anymore. hang in there and there will always be a, sunshine. xoxo

press it.

i'm a fat girl.

hello thereeeeee, i need a boyfriend who can feed me like foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
met up with my little sister and ate like a buffalo in front of her, made me looked like a beggar D: 
and guess what? I AM HUNGRY NOW AGAINNNN.

home-sick

granny, i miss you, already  :( 
mommy, i miss you too. 

My Happiest Moment

have patience with me before allowing me to lead you guys to the topic. to be frank, i came from a very humble family that you all couldn't imagine what i have been gone through in the past of my life. yet, i was taught not to be ranted about it, instead, be thankful for everything what i have gotten and keep moving on. and yes, this is all from my lovely mother.

by this time, you all (provided you are my reader) should have known that i have two sisters - elder sister and younger sister and yes, i'm the middle ones ;) well, the relationship among us never getting faded, it keep growing up, instead. sometimes, argument might acts as a sweetener and it does work on us, like every time.

and now, we all are living apart. missing each other is a must thing in the to-do-list of ours. ahh, i recall something out of the sudden. my mother used to teach us in drawing and coloring since we were small. in order to boost our ego, we competed with each other and waited for our dear mother to declare whose masterpiece was the best. to be honest, i didn't have the chance to be the best among us, frequently. nevertheless, my mother taught me not to give up so easy and guess what, i went for lots of drawing competitions and had won lots of prizes just to impress my mother and it didn't prove futile :)

so, my answer for you will be very different compared to others if you would have asked me - what's my happiest moment.

i'm going to say that the graduation of my elder sister will be the happiest moment of mine. we all are proud of her and the tears dropped on the cheeks of ours the moment her name was read out during the ceremony. it wasn't because she had finally graduated, it was because she had won the best performance award among the hundreds of the students. at that particular jiffy, she woke me up. she had been gone through so much difficulties during those years without us being there for her. she is such a strong girl.



































this was taken on her graduation. she is such a sunny girl :) we all presented the radiant smile of us from the bottom of our heart just to show that, we all, were, really, happy, at, that, moment. so, what's the happiest moment of yours? :)

ms.pringles

hellooooo, please allow me to present you ms.pringles :333333

yessss, i do have a mustacheeeeee :-O if you do notice that. ahemmmmm. best friends would have made fun of my mustache every time we meet. yea, darn shit. that's why, i have made my decisionnnn :DDDD

BELLA, here i comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

will start save money and get ride of my mustache :3333333333 well, nobody is perfect, so i'm trying to make it perfecttttt. blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

okay, goodnight. sweet dream.

lost faith.

my life wouldn't be better without her, like seriously. i still couldn't get used to it even though it has been approximately 2 weeks ago. 

i'm trying so hard just to meet her in my dream and it's so obvious that i'm not being given any single chance. and i have lost my faith since that day, completely lost. 

i lost my patience, very easy compared to last time cause' i realized, i couldn't compete with the time, it's so fast just like the moment the sun sets without giving me time to even snap a picture. 

hmm, staying in sunway for almost 2 years and i already started to feel like i'm no longer belongs to here. i wish to go home, so badly as i'm so afraid of losing another person who's so important to me. 

i have asked myself, do i deserve this. no, i don't right? but, why the world is being so nasty to me? :'( 

gosh, it's true

something which is true in the real life :3

without.

do you think it's time for me to put some make up on my pale faceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ? hmmmmmmmmmm.

love-love

grandma, 


i miss you already :'((((