sometimes, being naive isn't that bad.

he's not coming back and yet i'm still waiting. i didn't what to do except take out a book and study. however, it didn't take me long to stop studying cause' i couldn't focus on the words at all. so, i started to sign in facebook and viewed all of his photos. i found it fun, especially when the picture showed the ugliest face of him.

i viewed the photos of his which i haven't met him yet. he looked cute and pretty fair, and of course, thin. at that moment, i just realized, there were lots of changes on him, really big. sometimes, i'm too naive to have this thought, ' this might be the right man '. i've been giving too much hopes on this thing. a lot, sort of like reaching the final stage. 

i've been telling lies to myself that i'm actually okay with it. it is so obvious that, i am not. i just couldn't pretend that i'm blind or even deaf when something bad or something even worse hit me out of the sudden. i'm too naive to have this thought again, ' this might be the different ones '. i've been putting a lot of affords to run away from this issue. 

' this might be the right man '

' this might be the different ones '

it's true, sometimes, being naive isn't that bad. cause' it leads me to right path. this is the right ones cause' he has been putting lots of afford to maintain this thing as well, he ain't going to say, ' let us give this thing up ' . this might be the different ones cause' he did it for me, the confession he made, just for me.